1 more to go!!yesh2...

uh, done with one paper but still have another paper to go...now can tarik nafas a bit, but quite dissapointed with paper just now..why? maybe i'm too focus on this paper and i'm not doing my well just now..uhh, read a lot but when it's come to write down and convey my idea i got stuck..i'm runnin out of idea, 6 questions and have to answer only 4 questions..all 4 questions in essay form, this paper is all about the second language acquisition..juz goreng-goreng lah my idea...quite worry but it's passed, cannot turn back the time...4 questions and i can only answer quite well in 2 questions but last 2 questions quite terrible...especially last question because i only wrote about only 1 page,arghhhh!!!! i dun have enough time... :(
ermm..whatever lah, all i have to do now is carry on with my next paper, this coming paper too technical...uhh, wat a tired being a student...

Mi FaMiLia

Dad & Mum
Three of Us (including me yea ;p)

Really miss my family, i can't wait to go home and spend my time with my family..not really a big family, only 5 of us..my siblings are all girls..ehehe..really close to each other, happy family..always share our problems n also love to laugh especially my mum..she's kind of funny n happy go lucky but watch out yea if she's not satisfied with sumthing she will burst it out no matter what will happen...my dad kind of 'pendiam' but he's really strict, if he thinks that something is not right in his eyes then he will saying it not only for a person in family but the whole family (means 4 of us)haha...really loves my mum n dad, they inspire me a lot..all i want to do is to make their happy and wanna see their smile...thanks a lot to mum n dad...my two sisters also inspire me a lot, my youngest sis is bigger than two of us..haha..that's why sometimes people thought that she's the eldest...she's very 'rajin' helping my mum but she got 'udang di sebalik batu', why? because if she help my mum then she will ask some 'gaji'..haha..whatever lah as long as she happy and also we don't mind about that..my eldest sis also quite funny, she's kind of 'kelam-kabut'...we can memorise her dialogue when she's home after her working time..'don't disturb me, i'm very tired and i want to have a rest', this is her dialogue...haha...really miss all those time we had spent together, a lot of temptation and hardship but thanks God we can handle it as we walk together as one family...God bless our family...

confused???

erm...sometimes i feel that i have no confident with myself, i'm confused with my decisions...uhh, i don't know why this came across my mind right now..why it should happen right now? if i could turn back the time i really want to do it, i want to go back to the past...i want to get back all my decisions that i have made...i don't know whether i'm doing the right things right now, i'm confused with my life...i don't know which ways i should go, it's seem that all the doors are closed and there's no even a way for me to get out of this matter...sometimes i feel this world is really unfair, i don't know why it's only me carry all these while some others are happy and laughing with their lives right now? why it should be like this? i'm just a human like others, there's a time i can carry it but there's a time i can't...why it's always me to make other people laugh, to make them happy but what about myself? am i really happy? all i have to do is just pretending in front of them that i'm also happy with what i'm doing now...i can smile and laugh but deep down in my heart no one knows...how long i can stand with all these? i don't know...i really want to make my decision right now but i have no strength to do it, i'm afraid that i will let others people down, i don't want to hurt anyone because i know how it is feel to be hurt...i feel horrible now...i really don't want to think about it but i have to, it's my future but what can i do about it? but sometimes i feel that maybe i just have to go on with my decision...

i'm tired!!!!

i'm tired waiting for my 1st paper,i have to wait another 3 days to sit for my 1st paper...i'm so tired!!!! after my 1st paper on 24th then i hv to wait another 5 more days to sit for my 2nd paper which will be on 29th...waaa...i can't keep my 'ilmu' lama2...furthermore i'm quite worry about my second paper because it's really tough n too technical for me..i keep on reading and try my very best to understand all the notes but i can't :(...oh Lord,help me now...i feel like giving up for my second paper but i can't really do it because it's my major paper and it will effect a lot my final result....what i shud do now?errmmm,worst become worst...i have no other options, i have to do my best on my second paper....this is my last chance...i hope and hand it all to my Father because i know that His hand always hold me...my future belongs to Him...

My classmate...my bestfriend

me n my classmate, we are really close to each other...a lot of gila2 things we done during our class but it's really fun,i still remember one day we made 'tahi cicak' palsu from eraser and all of the classmates really thought that was original tahi cicak...hikhik,it's really fun..miss all the times that we had shared together during our school..we always share our problems n she always come out with 'gila-gila' ideas but idea yg bernas...ehehe...but she's married...haha...

can't believe it...

erm...can't believe it...yesterday was my last class...6 semester n it's quite a long journey for me, a lot of things happened to me during this journey..sweet n sour memories..sometimes i feel i cannot carry all the burdens, sometimes i feel i just want to give up, sometimes i blame myself..but as the time goes on, all the burdens were cut off..i learn how to use all the burdens as a bridge to cross over in my life. It's really teach me to grow up, it's teach me not to give up when circumstances are there..thanks God because i know during this journey He's there for me, He never leave me alone to walk in this journey..He's there for me to show me the way....i know if not because of Him i won't be able to stand firm..His strength make me stand still...

Thanks to all my friends...all my seniors..my friend, josephine, dijah, serin, robayah, lenny, cath..thanks to u all for the sweet n sour memories that we have..God bless all of you =)

'No Pain No Gain'...now i know why people saying that, accept the pain and future will be fruitful..don't feel the work you are doing is pain because there will be always a reason for that pain..so face the pain, for the pain you face, there will be definitely happiness ahead...